Wednesday, May 10, 2006
i had to change..
well, today i sit down with my mother at my living room and she share with me many things that happen recently. i felt that i'm so unfilial. i need to change. now my family condition had gone worse. father's business not doing well. i had aside put golf and concentrate on my studies and work. i need to earn money so that my parento ts don't have to give me pocket money. hai~ i had to change. guess this is what god gave me. a path for me to become more understanding and filial. less violence and childish acts.
today i went to seletar driving range to find mr trent(PGA coach). he discuss with me the SBCC junior golf team. he told me that he will be organising a under 21 years old golf tournaments for selected ones to represent SBCC junior golf team. it will start in june. still wondering should i train for it? give me advice guys! i really donno what i should do. i personally think that i'm still not qualified to play for tournaments. i'm still very lousy. should i train for another year? with my current famly situation. i donno should i continue golf? i love to golf! it's my passion. i dont wish to give up just like that. maybe i should put aside first? should i? the money involve kinda large. hai~ think i'll just leave for now. when things got better i'll continue..
tomorrow my parents going to watch movie together. mission impossible 3. but i'm not going. cause dont want to disturb their pa tou. lol.. i'll had my dinner outside. guess alone ba.. after dinner need to revise chapters and look for job lobangs. anyone got? only work friday sat and sun.
i'll end here.. take care guys!
today i went to seletar driving range to find mr trent(PGA coach). he discuss with me the SBCC junior golf team. he told me that he will be organising a under 21 years old golf tournaments for selected ones to represent SBCC junior golf team. it will start in june. still wondering should i train for it? give me advice guys! i really donno what i should do. i personally think that i'm still not qualified to play for tournaments. i'm still very lousy. should i train for another year? with my current famly situation. i donno should i continue golf? i love to golf! it's my passion. i dont wish to give up just like that. maybe i should put aside first? should i? the money involve kinda large. hai~ think i'll just leave for now. when things got better i'll continue..
tomorrow my parents going to watch movie together. mission impossible 3. but i'm not going. cause dont want to disturb their pa tou. lol.. i'll had my dinner outside. guess alone ba.. after dinner need to revise chapters and look for job lobangs. anyone got? only work friday sat and sun.
i'll end here.. take care guys!