Wednesday, May 17, 2006
mother's day(photos)
Monday, May 15, 2006
mother's day
it's mother's day!! happy mother's day to all mothers!! hm... where shall i start?? i'll just jump to the interesting part of the day. so that dont have to talk so much crap. haha.. well, we had our celebration at one of the japanese resturants at china square. above are the photos of what we ordered. i ordered the japanese curry chicken rice, my dad had a seafood meal and my mom eel fish meal. we also ordered a side dish. i think is tempura. all the food taste delicious! i felt like i'm the japan. the design of the resturants and the quality of the food make me felt so comfortable. i love that place!!! when i got money i will sure go over there and eat again. too bad i doesnt had the chance for her to experience. hai~ she love it. hm... anyway, i think it cost about 60+++. very worth it.
to all who love their mother:
being a mother is not easy especially with a unfilial child like me. trying so hard to change my attitude. she always give me the best. i'm always contented with what i have, even though i got nothing. it doesnt matter. as long as my family and i stay united as one, we can overcome any obsticles. so we, ourselves had to play a part in the family to help reduce our mother's hardwork. if a child like me can do it, why not u? i'm proud to say that with my mother's help, my attitude is becoming better and with the precious experience that she shared with me, i grow.
god bless all!! take care guys!
to all who love their mother:
being a mother is not easy especially with a unfilial child like me. trying so hard to change my attitude. she always give me the best. i'm always contented with what i have, even though i got nothing. it doesnt matter. as long as my family and i stay united as one, we can overcome any obsticles. so we, ourselves had to play a part in the family to help reduce our mother's hardwork. if a child like me can do it, why not u? i'm proud to say that with my mother's help, my attitude is becoming better and with the precious experience that she shared with me, i grow.
god bless all!! take care guys!
golf at kranji
OGM!! i golf at kranji!!! the scenary there was fantastic. the greens were soft and well kept! we tee off at 1.30 at the first tee. it's pretty narrow but luckily got my ball near the OB stick! things dosent go well for that day. it started to have red thunders! very dangerous~~ so we stop playing for 2 hours. my god brothers and i went for a game of pool. well, lost to him. cause he chiongster. very pro at this game.
after the rains stop, we continued. almost got a hole in one. lol.. too bad that the ball hit the slope and spin back to the high bunker. so sad man! we finished around 8.15pm. right after the game i had 2 mugs of tiger beer. got a bit tipsy after that cause empty stomach. heehee.. well, we move to another destination for our dinner. it's at jumbo in a country club. the entrance was very grand. i had a cup of whiskey then start to eat my dinner. we were served with chicken legs, crabs, fish and many more. left around 10 something cause my god mother come fetch us home. i had a great day and i played pretty well! my irons are diving really far! and the 3-wood that i bought is giving me distance and accuracy. i love my 3-wood(king croba SZ).
i'll end here! take care guys!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
i had to change..
well, today i sit down with my mother at my living room and she share with me many things that happen recently. i felt that i'm so unfilial. i need to change. now my family condition had gone worse. father's business not doing well. i had aside put golf and concentrate on my studies and work. i need to earn money so that my parento ts don't have to give me pocket money. hai~ i had to change. guess this is what god gave me. a path for me to become more understanding and filial. less violence and childish acts.
today i went to seletar driving range to find mr trent(PGA coach). he discuss with me the SBCC junior golf team. he told me that he will be organising a under 21 years old golf tournaments for selected ones to represent SBCC junior golf team. it will start in june. still wondering should i train for it? give me advice guys! i really donno what i should do. i personally think that i'm still not qualified to play for tournaments. i'm still very lousy. should i train for another year? with my current famly situation. i donno should i continue golf? i love to golf! it's my passion. i dont wish to give up just like that. maybe i should put aside first? should i? the money involve kinda large. hai~ think i'll just leave for now. when things got better i'll continue..
tomorrow my parents going to watch movie together. mission impossible 3. but i'm not going. cause dont want to disturb their pa tou. lol.. i'll had my dinner outside. guess alone ba.. after dinner need to revise chapters and look for job lobangs. anyone got? only work friday sat and sun.
i'll end here.. take care guys!
today i went to seletar driving range to find mr trent(PGA coach). he discuss with me the SBCC junior golf team. he told me that he will be organising a under 21 years old golf tournaments for selected ones to represent SBCC junior golf team. it will start in june. still wondering should i train for it? give me advice guys! i really donno what i should do. i personally think that i'm still not qualified to play for tournaments. i'm still very lousy. should i train for another year? with my current famly situation. i donno should i continue golf? i love to golf! it's my passion. i dont wish to give up just like that. maybe i should put aside first? should i? the money involve kinda large. hai~ think i'll just leave for now. when things got better i'll continue..
tomorrow my parents going to watch movie together. mission impossible 3. but i'm not going. cause dont want to disturb their pa tou. lol.. i'll had my dinner outside. guess alone ba.. after dinner need to revise chapters and look for job lobangs. anyone got? only work friday sat and sun.
i'll end here.. take care guys!
Monday, May 08, 2006
STRESS!!!!!
hai~ quarrel with my parents again.. this time sure not mine fault. i never even do anything wrong to fustrate them. neither did i care about them for past few weeks. just because my desktop cant work and i ask them to repair and i got scolding for that! so fucking angry! so i scolded them back and we quarrel. guess because they are stress in their work. anyway, this time i wont give in anymore. i just so fucking stress up with so many things. regarding school work is enough already.
smoking had been coming back to me again. but i'm trying to resist it. always had this intention of buying a packet of cigarettes. doing gym work and making myself so crazy helps me to reduce stress. but when i got home, things got up again. the tension is too strong. sometimes i just want to get home late at night. so that when i reached home i can sleep. dont have to see their fucking faces.
everything changed! even i changed! i cant describe myself now. guess just the word stupid suits me best. i'm like a dumb-ass. i'm as a person with so much goals waiting for me to achieve and so much dreams waiting for me to fufil. yet, just because of a incident which i dont wish to say out cause it's already over make me change to the worst! bad dreams affected my sleep making me so worry when i got up. it just cant get off my head. guess have to find solution to it.
i'll end here, take care guys! god bless u!
smoking had been coming back to me again. but i'm trying to resist it. always had this intention of buying a packet of cigarettes. doing gym work and making myself so crazy helps me to reduce stress. but when i got home, things got up again. the tension is too strong. sometimes i just want to get home late at night. so that when i reached home i can sleep. dont have to see their fucking faces.
everything changed! even i changed! i cant describe myself now. guess just the word stupid suits me best. i'm like a dumb-ass. i'm as a person with so much goals waiting for me to achieve and so much dreams waiting for me to fufil. yet, just because of a incident which i dont wish to say out cause it's already over make me change to the worst! bad dreams affected my sleep making me so worry when i got up. it just cant get off my head. guess have to find solution to it.
i'll end here, take care guys! god bless u!
Monday, May 01, 2006
sentosa!!!!
woohoo!!! just came back from sentosa! sentosa rocks! firstly, we meet up at 10 something for breakfast. then make our way in. it's pretty crowded. not many chio buS but a lot of bitches. haha... joking la.. we go kayaking, beach soccer, basketball, beach volleyball and sun tanning! it really fun to go with with my bunch of brothers.
we left the place around 4 something. took our bath and wait for bus. while in bus. saw this 2 girls. so i make a move to know them. cause i very friendly one ma! hor? i ask them help us take group photos then i ask her if she wan to take with me and she agreed! well, cant be blamed! i'm too attractive and cute. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! anyway, i think her name is amelia, but her friend i forgot already.("amelia": dont blame me that i forgot your name! haha.. i got very serious STM! ZZzzz) below got photos of her with us!
when we reached harbour front, nicholas seah jian yuan forgotton to take back his ez link card from the kayaking there, he left with jj and the rest of us wait at the harker center. finally when he got back, we make our way to douby ghaut for dinner! boony join us for dinner. after dinner, we play pool at a haunted building. when we finish our pool and took the lift. it stopped at every single floor from 5th to 1st. every floor is really dark. JJ started to chant. AH MI TOU FU! LOL!!! damn funny. but i guess this happen cause only 5 of us. hai~ odd number ma.. suay.. ZZzzz... but it's an experience for us. i guess we wont go back there anymore.
we took train home but jj they all went for a drink at gardens.
GOLF..
today i went to play golf at tansview, this time i bet with my father's friends. i won them 4 holes! lol.. got $8 for that. lol.. easy money. well, play kinda bad. they told me that my swing had change a lot. not as nice as last time.. hmm... well, i'm joining the SBCC junior team. got american man coach me. hopefully i will improve dramtically.
also, finally i got my king cobra 3 wood. bought it at $260. best price yea!? that's my birthday present. heehee...
Relationship...
hai~ speaking of this make me sad. lol!!! just joking.. anyway, this time i had a crush on a girl. i wont say who. i wanna chase her but something is pulling me back. donno what is this intangible force. hai~ maybe because of my past? or is it this girl? cause she broke up with her guy who they have been together for year. reason why they break up not very sure. but now the guy wanna chase her back. i just donno should i step in or not? am i consider a third party? i understand how it feels being third or got snatch away. hai~... so sad!
anyway, got this song for her! lol.. i know that she wont see my blog cause i never tell her. u guys also better dont tell her! especially JJ and GS! i'm serious about this.. cause i dont wan to create any misunderstanding. i'll end with part of the lyrics! take care guys! god bless every human in this world!
第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我 怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错 请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你 是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够 安安静静的聆听.
we left the place around 4 something. took our bath and wait for bus. while in bus. saw this 2 girls. so i make a move to know them. cause i very friendly one ma! hor? i ask them help us take group photos then i ask her if she wan to take with me and she agreed! well, cant be blamed! i'm too attractive and cute. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! anyway, i think her name is amelia, but her friend i forgot already.("amelia": dont blame me that i forgot your name! haha.. i got very serious STM! ZZzzz) below got photos of her with us!
when we reached harbour front, nicholas seah jian yuan forgotton to take back his ez link card from the kayaking there, he left with jj and the rest of us wait at the harker center. finally when he got back, we make our way to douby ghaut for dinner! boony join us for dinner. after dinner, we play pool at a haunted building. when we finish our pool and took the lift. it stopped at every single floor from 5th to 1st. every floor is really dark. JJ started to chant. AH MI TOU FU! LOL!!! damn funny. but i guess this happen cause only 5 of us. hai~ odd number ma.. suay.. ZZzzz... but it's an experience for us. i guess we wont go back there anymore.
we took train home but jj they all went for a drink at gardens.
GOLF..
today i went to play golf at tansview, this time i bet with my father's friends. i won them 4 holes! lol.. got $8 for that. lol.. easy money. well, play kinda bad. they told me that my swing had change a lot. not as nice as last time.. hmm... well, i'm joining the SBCC junior team. got american man coach me. hopefully i will improve dramtically.
also, finally i got my king cobra 3 wood. bought it at $260. best price yea!? that's my birthday present. heehee...
Relationship...
hai~ speaking of this make me sad. lol!!! just joking.. anyway, this time i had a crush on a girl. i wont say who. i wanna chase her but something is pulling me back. donno what is this intangible force. hai~ maybe because of my past? or is it this girl? cause she broke up with her guy who they have been together for year. reason why they break up not very sure. but now the guy wanna chase her back. i just donno should i step in or not? am i consider a third party? i understand how it feels being third or got snatch away. hai~... so sad!
anyway, got this song for her! lol.. i know that she wont see my blog cause i never tell her. u guys also better dont tell her! especially JJ and GS! i'm serious about this.. cause i dont wan to create any misunderstanding. i'll end with part of the lyrics! take care guys! god bless every human in this world!
第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我 怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错 请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你 是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够 安安静静的聆听.
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