Monday, March 20, 2006
screw up!!
hai~.. this time i'm in big trouble.. yesterday donno whta happen to me. suddenly become so fustrated. just become of my fuckin computer and printer. hai~
i just felt that i change a lot. i mean to the worst. it's my attitude. think i mix with too much of my father's friends already. all due to golf. recently i just dont really like to play with them. cause they always nv go by the rule. putting me aside.. especially my father. i know the rule of this game better than him. he always enjoy with his friends and thinks that i'm the extra player. omg.. he sucks man! i hate him.. he always tell me that golf is a sports. Sports? he smoke on along the holes and litter. i have been a heavy passive smoker. here i'm trying to train so hard to get back my stamina and there he is smoking happily along the way causing me to take in all the harmful gases.. ++++ after golf, few jars of beer are served. is he exercising? what is this shit!?
AHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... so stress up. but i already made up my mind. once i got my handicap. i'll request to join golf kaki where i can make some golfing friends. so i dunt have to golf at the lousy country club. + can enter competitions and train with my friends. this is the only way for me to improve. or else i'll always stuck at that place.!
past few days feeling really lonely. cause i nv work. still searching for jobs and waiting for the business to start. hai~ sian... feeling really lazy like a pig. hm...
i'll end here.. take care guys! all the best!
i just felt that i change a lot. i mean to the worst. it's my attitude. think i mix with too much of my father's friends already. all due to golf. recently i just dont really like to play with them. cause they always nv go by the rule. putting me aside.. especially my father. i know the rule of this game better than him. he always enjoy with his friends and thinks that i'm the extra player. omg.. he sucks man! i hate him.. he always tell me that golf is a sports. Sports? he smoke on along the holes and litter. i have been a heavy passive smoker. here i'm trying to train so hard to get back my stamina and there he is smoking happily along the way causing me to take in all the harmful gases.. ++++ after golf, few jars of beer are served. is he exercising? what is this shit!?
AHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... so stress up. but i already made up my mind. once i got my handicap. i'll request to join golf kaki where i can make some golfing friends. so i dunt have to golf at the lousy country club. + can enter competitions and train with my friends. this is the only way for me to improve. or else i'll always stuck at that place.!
past few days feeling really lonely. cause i nv work. still searching for jobs and waiting for the business to start. hai~ sian... feeling really lazy like a pig. hm...
i'll end here.. take care guys! all the best!