Thursday, February 02, 2006
thursday
what a tiring day! yesterday night i slept at 1.30am cause my friend using my laptop and i have to accompany her. she doing her stuff while i do my homework. she told me a lot of things about her. well, didnt even know she got so much problems about love. lol... anyway, today i had my s and w. the training was tough, have to run here and there. hai~ so tired but still have to bear with it. i did enjoy myself cause we played games after the curcits. my specs got damage by my friend and it's out of shape. so i decide to go and repair at np co-op after changing my clothes. while making our way there, people are preparing for the open house which starts later. we went down to the cca corner there to get a look and hopefully can get a free goodie bag and young pretty girls!!! heehee... but we did not get the goodies, cause jk was with his ngee ann shirt. anyway, after repairing my specs, we make our way to our class. i had my presentation and skid today. everything went very smooth. we did a great job!!! well, after CATS i went straight home cause i need to go for golf. i reached home at 1.30pm and took an afternoon nap till 4pm. my dad's not free so i have to take cab down to the driving range. i brought my whole golf set over and so i called for a cab. the total price i spent on cab was about $17. hai~ spend too much already. i just cant wait to get my driving licence so that i can go for training without spending so much $$. today training was great. i finally manage to pull my shots straight and long and always hit the target i want. i'm very glad to be back as before. while i'm training, a lot of uncles look at my swing. i felt very awarkard but still manage to hit well. heehee... when i reached home, i continue with my works outs just to maintain my body shape.
today i did a lot of personal reflections. thinking back to the past. one thing is of course love. from what my friend had share with me about her relationship, i some how think back instantly. i felt so sorry for her that i hurt her so badly. it's totally my fault. such a nice girl yet i dont cherish it. such a rare personality yet i break her promise. such a strong character yet i still give empty promises. such a beautiful girl yet i never give my 100% to make her really happy. i can be very sucessful in everything i did cause i give my 100% but not in love. this is something that i lack and i need to do something to it. i'm writing this down is because i want to remember this and i dont wish to make the same mistake again and again. it also feels better for me to write down than to put it in my heart. i only hope that the next person that i be with will be someone like her. Like her beauty that attracts me and most importantly, her characters that suits me lot. i'll really cherish it and there will NOT be any second mistakes made.
may god bless all! CHARMING JAMES! :))))))))) heehee....
today i did a lot of personal reflections. thinking back to the past. one thing is of course love. from what my friend had share with me about her relationship, i some how think back instantly. i felt so sorry for her that i hurt her so badly. it's totally my fault. such a nice girl yet i dont cherish it. such a rare personality yet i break her promise. such a strong character yet i still give empty promises. such a beautiful girl yet i never give my 100% to make her really happy. i can be very sucessful in everything i did cause i give my 100% but not in love. this is something that i lack and i need to do something to it. i'm writing this down is because i want to remember this and i dont wish to make the same mistake again and again. it also feels better for me to write down than to put it in my heart. i only hope that the next person that i be with will be someone like her. Like her beauty that attracts me and most importantly, her characters that suits me lot. i'll really cherish it and there will NOT be any second mistakes made.
may god bless all! CHARMING JAMES! :))))))))) heehee....