Tuesday, January 17, 2006
TUESDAY.
phew! finally after school! so many things to revise. my study mood is back. this time i wont make the mistake i made in the past. ADs, here i come! today i saw Jun jie in the bus. he's on his way to bishan to collect his computer. he told me that he's going over to shanghai for attachment for 7 weeks!!! SO GOOD!!!! i dont even have this chance. hai~ maybe have to work extra hard so that year 3 i can go china. heehee.. today weather is great. i love it. cool and warm. tomorrow is wednesday, morning i'm going golf with dad cause 4pm then start lesson. god bless all! need to bath and do some revisions. god bless!
to the person who know who u are:
i'm saying this the last time, i not trying to attract attentions here. all i said are facts. though i break promises but not everyone can keep. i know u will say that if u cant keep any promise, dont promise. what i did is all for u. i'm trying my fucking best to do it just to make u happy. things dont always go by your way. u are not the only person living in this world. i hope so much that u wont even exsist in my life. it's very immature of me to say such things but this is what i really hope.i dont think we are friends anymore. we are strangers. dont even say hi to me if u happen to see me in school. cause my image in your mind had changed, as what u said. u can think all the bad things of me. i did self reflections and i know my mistakes, everyone in this world make mistakes. not once, but more and again. dont tell me that u did not, u too. look at your past relationships and u made the same mistake on me. do u think is fair? nth is fair in the world. u are being too selfish. think about it. i dont wish to hurt u but u made this choice yourself. u have your own silly priciples which u think u wont change it as long as u made up your mind. u are just too stubbon. hope that the next person that u be with wont be a victim like me. i lost my feelings for u few mths ago. i hope that u can totally forget this relationship and dont bring this matter up again and i surely wont. u better grow up and dont always think that u are very mature. u said that the relationship that we had are all once love. this is enough to prove that u are so immature. look at your parents, do u think they are having once love? they gone through thick and thin and this is what i only wish for from u but things dont turn out my way. i made a lot of mistakes with i'm with u, i made a lot of wrong decisions when i'm with u. when u left me, i tried my best to go back to u and u made your own choice. i learn something, if i dont cherish things enough, i'll lose it. do u learn anything? that is my point of view and i'm just sharing it. your sister told u not to be like them and i hope u wont.
god bless u and i hope u can find someone who is 100% better than me. every single relationship starts off sweet, dont ever think it will last unless both parties had gone through thick and thin. our relationship was too smooth. hope u can understand what i mean. i'm saying this again. i'm not trying to attract attentions here.
JAMes
to the person who know who u are:
i'm saying this the last time, i not trying to attract attentions here. all i said are facts. though i break promises but not everyone can keep. i know u will say that if u cant keep any promise, dont promise. what i did is all for u. i'm trying my fucking best to do it just to make u happy. things dont always go by your way. u are not the only person living in this world. i hope so much that u wont even exsist in my life. it's very immature of me to say such things but this is what i really hope.i dont think we are friends anymore. we are strangers. dont even say hi to me if u happen to see me in school. cause my image in your mind had changed, as what u said. u can think all the bad things of me. i did self reflections and i know my mistakes, everyone in this world make mistakes. not once, but more and again. dont tell me that u did not, u too. look at your past relationships and u made the same mistake on me. do u think is fair? nth is fair in the world. u are being too selfish. think about it. i dont wish to hurt u but u made this choice yourself. u have your own silly priciples which u think u wont change it as long as u made up your mind. u are just too stubbon. hope that the next person that u be with wont be a victim like me. i lost my feelings for u few mths ago. i hope that u can totally forget this relationship and dont bring this matter up again and i surely wont. u better grow up and dont always think that u are very mature. u said that the relationship that we had are all once love. this is enough to prove that u are so immature. look at your parents, do u think they are having once love? they gone through thick and thin and this is what i only wish for from u but things dont turn out my way. i made a lot of mistakes with i'm with u, i made a lot of wrong decisions when i'm with u. when u left me, i tried my best to go back to u and u made your own choice. i learn something, if i dont cherish things enough, i'll lose it. do u learn anything? that is my point of view and i'm just sharing it. your sister told u not to be like them and i hope u wont.
god bless u and i hope u can find someone who is 100% better than me. every single relationship starts off sweet, dont ever think it will last unless both parties had gone through thick and thin. our relationship was too smooth. hope u can understand what i mean. i'm saying this again. i'm not trying to attract attentions here.
JAMes